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Year 2003

Thrusday or Friday January 3? 2003

overheard a women pleading for somebody to "please change it" change it, Oh my god, no, please change it.
crying; "If I knew what was going to happen, I wouldn't have left his side."
maybe he can see my, {inaudable word}.
screaming "Jesus, Help me!", "Jesus, help me!"

A women Stated, "He killed his gift from god, with his webpage."
We {did something}, so you could kill her yourself
Overheard some guy in my backyard holler "She is dead Asshole, you can stop writing about her." Personally I feel how does that piece of shit know who I'm writing about, or if I'm writing about anybody?
She read his webpage every night, That was the only thing she believed in, She loved him; She believed he was going to marry her.

Sunday January 12, 2003

I remembered a lady telling me one time, that a women would be watching what I'm doing on a computer, and to be very careful.

On my way to the convienience store, I walk up a certain street, on my way back from the convienience store, I heard someone make a fast whopping moe call three times when I turned around, I saw the Tempter, walking through the parking lot behind the government building, to cut through the back yards to get to south street. Doing stupid shit like that is just to let me know he is still running around me.

Left work and went directly to get my coffee,from my favorite coffee shop, as I about three houses away I heard from behind me, at the place where I live The "whooping Moe call." It sounded exactly like the same, as the Tempters voice of the other night.

Thought I saw the ghost that looks like the women, pass me on the street, when she looked at me she rolled her eyes and looked the other way.

After I left work, just before I was about to go up the steps, I turned my head back, just in time to see the Tempter, come out of the door of the place I just left. He noticed that I saw him, he went from his arrogent act, turned his head away, looked at the sidewalk, and then proceeded to do his sad looking, remorseful act. The one that everybody, except me falls for. I feel he must of had somebody watching him.

I went out back in the afternoon, when I overheard a women state, "there's the queer!", from the beer balcony.

Got home around 2:00pm. looked out my kitchen window thought I saw the the ghost, who lookes like the women, on the beer balcony, cracking open a cold one.
Wed. Feb. 12, 2003.

The voice of the same man who said the things in the back parking lot yelled, "Thanks for the warning (or women), Mowen."
Thursday Feb 20 2003.

I left work, walked up my front steps, when I heard a women's voice screem, from what sounded like it came from right out in front of my building "You fucking bastard"

Approx 12:30am I left my place of work went to the conerstore, then went to my favorite coffee shop, after leaving the coffee shop, I proceeded straight home, there I saw a man standing in the middle of the sidewalk, across from the 1234 building where I heard the whopping MOE call from the tempter, last night. As I got closer to him after I crossed an intersection, the man started to do side kicks as though he was getting warmed up to kick somebody. I passed the guy and noticed this was a man that I have seen together with the Tempter(the sado-masichistick homosexual predator). This man has also been hanging around the place where I work over the past couple of years. When I passed him he then proceeded to follow me towards my home. As I looked ahead of me I noticed another man standing In The middle of the drive way on the sidewalk of the place where I work, as I got closer to my steps to my home approx 2m the man that was in front of my place, hung up his cell phone, and started towards me, as I turned around to see the tempters friend, he too was hanging up a cell phone, I then started up my steps, the tempters friend, was crossing the street. The other man that was standing in front of my place reached my steps at the moment I got the door open, I looked into the glass to see behind me and the man was giving me a hard look. I turned my head around as I was going into the building and looked at the man, He continued to give me a look to intimidate me. I recognize this man as the man whom was yelling to his friends, at the Rave in October 27 of 2002, That he was waiting for me to go over to K, so if I did, he was going to attack, me and smash my face in. I'm quite sure that this is one of the men who stalked and threatened my life. a few months previous.

Sun Feb 23, 2003.

12:15am, after I left work and went for a coffee, I went home and decided to cut a piece of wood for a shelf, One of the suspicius people, who has been hanging around the bar was with the new neibour. comming up the steps, The suspicious guy, who was walking behind the new guy, preceeded to give me an imtimidating stare, as if I did something to him.

I went to have a leak, as I returned I went and looked out, passed two people in the alcove, turned around, and stared back when the man said to the older large women "pshycotic teacher told you, that is the guy that raped her." Third time I heard this over the last 7 years, all three times have been at my place of employment.

Fri, Feb 28, 2003.

Thought I saw the ghost that looks like the women, nextdoor. Went home, decided who else would look like her, went back out to take a second look, or try to be nice and ask what her name is. but she was gone. I think I have seen this women alot, but I don't know if it's her, she seems to pop up like a ghost from time to time.

I believe Moriarty is here weaving his webs. To take away anything that I may have left. What you say I am. I am the product of what you and your mother have made me become, we are all products of our environment. I lived a good life so people could be proud of Moriarty's mother. but for the past year Moriarty, has been making circles around my neibourhood, bad mouthing me, 25 years after he tried to stick his dick up my ass, someone should ask him about the pair of siccers, This fucking jerk is not my brother, and he doesn't know me, to say anything about me, espcially any thing that may have happened 25 years ago, Shows that he is not a normal person. I don't understand why he is still infatuated with me.

May 12, 2003

Remembered the Seer telling me back in 1988, "to try to remember not to leave the women at a party; about another power involved that should not be there;It has no right to be there, and she could not tell why it was there. She called somebody a fucking bitch; and that I would be working at this place, and maybe I should have hung out there more often, {I already wasted every cent I had, waiting around here to see if I would run into her again.} She understood why I was not hanging around here, The gift will find out why she should not be hanging around there. That if I leave without My Gift that I would have accurate visions (or something) of what she is going through, In the past week I have had three nightmares about this women, and The Seer told me, she might have to talk to the gift." if she could get back in time, also she could not tell her own mortality. The Seer also stated," I thought you didn't recogize me." Yes I did, but it was to late. I think it's weird how the gift makes it easy for everybody else except me. This woman was supposed to be my friend and Soulmate, If she acually liked me, I thought she would have been with me instead of running away, then playing a very dangerous game of "Hide and Seek". Believe me; Hide and Seek is a very sick game, played by pshycosexual devients, sexual predators, and Stalkers, (If you don't believe it, look it up). Using my place of work to play games against me, behind my back. Those are the ones she will attract. There is something really backwards here. I waited 14 years plus another year and a half and it seems like it's been is a sadistic, continous kick in the face. I have no idea if this women is dead, alive or gone. Like a big, big, big, fool, I feel I wasted my time, money, and 15 years of my life for nothing. Now it is time for me to finally pick up the shattered peices of nothing and move on to where I'm supposed to go. I made a promise that I would never hurt her, how could it happen? I was hoping for a good ending, but she is the only one who will know or dictates when how, and if it is over. I possibly will not know anything until some authority comes knocking at my door with some kind of bad news.

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