Someone To Watch Over Me
   
          Michael Hailey stood silently beside the hotel room bed watching the young man tossing fitfully in his sleep.  Even unconscious Marcase's passionate intensity strove to break through.   Michael shook his head in bemusement, Edward was turning out to be a handful.  He could still see the outrage on the virologist's face when he realized that Cassian had slipped sedatives into his coffee, thus putting an end to the doctor's plan to keep an all night vigil outside Shiroma's door.   Hailey had just barely managed to get him into bed before the combined effects of medication and exhaustion had pulled him into a much-needed sleep.  The strain of the past three weeks was written on the slumbering man's face.  The exhaustive work of tracking down the mutant Legionnaire's virus responsible for the unexplained deaths at the local hospital, followed by the fear, anxiety and frantic search for Shiroma had taken its toll.  Of course, Marcase would never admit it.  Edward's passion and drive were two of his biggest assets but they were also his greatest weaknesses.  Marcase considered it his job to worry about everyone else but held little regard for his own health and safety.  He would literally work himself into collapse if someone didn't keep a tight rein on him.  That task usually fell on his teammates.  It was Hailey's job to look after the welfare of the team even if that meant protecting them from themselves.  Of all those that he was assigned to protect, Edward was proving the most challenging.  With Cassian safely back in Washington and Marcase out for the count until morning Hailey was now free to focus all of his attention on his remaining charge. 
     Slipping through the hotel room's connecting door Hailey crossed the room to stare down at its sleeping occupant.  For the hundredth time in the last four hours Hailey said a prayer of thanks for Shiroma's safe return.  It had been close, too close.  He could understand Marcase's need to stand watch over their teammate this night.  The fear and anxiety were still too fresh; they all had to constantly reaffirm to themselves that the nightmare was indeed over.  Michael observed the sleeping woman and again marveled at her strength.  Hailey smiled, anyone who considered Kimberly Shiroma weak and helpless didn't know the lady.  She might appear outwardly delicate and fragile but inside was a core of tempered steel.  He could still see her standing facing her attacker, crowbar in hand, daring him to come closer.  No, weak was not a word Michael would attach to Shiroma. But Hailey knew from experience that even the strongest person just didn't shake off a traumatic experience overnight.  Kim would need time to put her ordeal fully behind her and the bio-crisis team would be there for her every step of the way. 
     When he had time to stop and think about it Hailey was amazed at how much these people had come to mean to him in such a short time.  A lot had changed in the last year.  When they had first met, Michael would have covered any bet that the bio-crisis unit would not stay together long enough to finish their first mission.  If anyone had dared to tell him that they would become some of his closest friends he would have laughed and then admitted that person for psychiatric evaluation.  No, Hailey had been sure that hatred and suspicion would have destroyed any chances of the group functioning as a team long before now.  But they had surprised him.  Despite their animosity, Shiroma and Marcase had put aside their differences and worked together, blending their unique perspectives to defeat an enemy that neither could have mastered alone.  Since that rocky beginning the three of them plus Cassian had slowly developed into a true team, one based on respect and then trust.  A team, that despite their obvious differences, backed each other when it counted.  Watching the sleeping woman Michael felt a familiar stab of guilt.  It was his fault she had suffered.  He was supposed to protect the team and he had failed.  That maniac should have never been able to reach her.  Thank God they had found her in time.  If they had been too late... No he would not go there.  Michael had buried his share of friends and teammates.  If Shiroma had died from his incompetence he doubted he would have been able to live with himself.  Hailey shook his head to dispel the dark thoughts. All that mattered was that Kimberly was here and safe.  Tonight he would stay close by in case she needed him.  In truth it was more for his benefit than hers.  He needed to know that she was safe and well.  He would guard her sleep and keep the night monsters at bay.  But whether the demons he strove to protect her from were hers or his he couldn't say. 
     Turning away from the bed, Hailey made his way to the sitting area of the suite.  Shiroma always carried a small electric pot to heat water for tea when she traveled.  Michael and Edward often teased her that if disaster struck; the thing she'd try to save would be the teapot.  While 
Hailey had seen her drink coffee, usually when maximum caffeine intake was needed and she had no time to leave the lab in search of hot water, tea remained Kim's drink of choice.  Finding the small pot on the counter in the bathroom, Hailey put water on to heat then turned to rummage through Shiroma's stash of teas.  Finally, he found the package of China Black that Kim carried for those days she needed an extra boost of caffeine.  It wasn't coffee, but at least it would keep him awake.  Making himself comfortable in one of the room's large stuffed chairs, Michael prepared for a long night's vigil.  

     "No!"  Shiroma jerked awake, fear clutching her throat.  Her gaze darted around the room seeking the source of her terror.  All she saw was an empty hotel room.  Pulling the bedcovers tightly around her body to ward off the sudden chill, Kimberly tried to slow her ragged breathing.  A dream, it must have been a dream.  The racing heartbeat, ragged breathing and chills were familiar to her but it had been many years since she had woken up in this state, fleeing from an enemy she could not remember.  After her parents' death she had suffered from horrible nightmares.  She could never remember the dreams that sent her screaming into wakefulness but she remembered the bone numbing fear.  Damn, she thought she was past this.  She was no longer a child but a grown woman.  She was stronger than this. 
     "Kim?"  The soft voice sent a new wave of fear through Shiroma until she recognized the familiar figure standing at the bedroom door.  "Are you OK?" 
     "I'm fine Michael, just a bad dream.  What are you doing here?"  Kimberly watched in confusion as her teammate crossed the room to her side, two cups of steaming tea in his hands.  
     "I was worried about you.  Thought I'd come by and make sure you were alright."  He handed her one of the cups.  "Here this should help.  It's Chamomile, your favorite." 
     "Thanks but I'm fine."  Shiroma wrapped her hands around the cup feeling its warmth steady her.  "There's no need for you to worry or to check up on me."  She wouldn't have Hailey and the others thinking she was some fragile flower that needed looking after. 
     "Uh huh, I suppose you always wake up screaming."  Hailey settled onto the side of the bed and took a sip from his own cup. 
     "Oh no, I didn't."  Shiroma looked from Michael to the rooms connecting door. 
     "Don't worry."  Hailey chuckled.  "Marcase is out for the night courtesy of Cassian and some sedatives, you didn't wake him." 
     "Cassian drugged Marcase?"  Shiroma felt a smile beginning to form in spite of her earlier terror.  At Hailey's nod the smile grew brighter.  "I wouldn't want to be Cassian when he wakes up." 
     "Cassian can take care of himself, besides he was out on this feet and it was the only way to get him to rest without a fight." 
     "And what about you Michael why are you here?  And don't tell me you had a sudden taste for tea?" 
     "No," Hailey studied his cup for a moment then looked up meeting Shiroma's eyes.  "I was worried about you too.  I just wanted to be nearby incase you needed anything." 
     "Michael I don't need a babysitter.  Yes, I had a traumatic experience but I'll get over it.  I don't need you, Marcase or Cassian hovering over me like you expect me to crack at any moment." 
     "You don't understand Kim, it's not that you need me here, it's that I need to be here." 
     "I don't understand." 
     "No, I don't imagine you do."  Hailey studied his cup trying to put his feelings into words.  "It's my fault that you were taken. If I had done my job properly that maniac would never have been able to get close to you.  My incompetence almost got you killed.  I...I just needed to make sure you were OK.  Besides I've faced enough traumatic situations to know that they like to come back to haunt you in the night; I thought you might like some company."       
     Shiroma shook her head in exasperation.  "I don't know who's worse you, Cassian or Marcase.  What is it with this 'I'm responsible for everything bad that happens syndrome'?   I appreciate the company and the tea Michael, but my getting nabbed by a serial killer is not your fault." 
     "I'm responsible for the team's security.   It's my job to keep you safe in the field.  I screwed up." 
     "Michael you are not omnipotent.  If the police had announced that a serial killer was loose in the city and stalking women in the medical profession, I have no doubt that you would have had me wrapped so tightly in security that a microbe couldn't get through.  But there were no reports.  I was a doctor inside a hospital, how much safer could I be?  Besides I was there for three weeks and nothing out of the ordinary happened in all that time.  How could you know?" 
     "My head knows what you're saying is true but I can't help feeling like I failed you somehow." 
     "You didn't fail me Michael.  In spite of the odds you kept looking.  You never gave up on me.  It's funny but the one thing I never doubted was that you and the others would come for me.  Sometimes when I would doze I could almost hear Edward's voice in my head telling me to hold on.  I never once doubted that you would find me and I was determined to hang on until you did."   Shiroma smiled.  "No, you didn't fail me Michael, you saved me." 
     "Thanks," Hailey gave a rueful smile.  "But I'm supposed to be the one comforting you not the other way around." 
     "We're a team Mr. Hailey we look out for each other." 
     Feeling as if a great weight had been lifted from his shoulders Hailey only smiled and finished his tea.  Comforted by Hailey's presence and relaxed by the warm tea Shiroma felt herself fighting sleep.  Edward wasn't the only one who was exhausted.  Gathering the empty cups Hailey stood and prepared to leave.  "Michael?"  At the soft call Hailey turned back toward the bed.  "Thank you for being here." 
     "Anytime.  Pleasant dreams."  Michael stood watching the sleeping woman for a few minutes then headed for the sitting room and the chair that would be his bed for the night.  Shiroma was a strong and resilient woman but everyone needed someone to watch over them once in a while.  Hailey smiled.  Tonight he and Shiroma would watch over each other.  Making himself comfortable, Michael soon joined his teammates in much needed sleep.                     

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