Conversations With Jack & Diane Love on the Bay Jack sat quietly, the surrounding beauty of Reed's Bay calming his fired passions. What pleasures he had experienced just a few days before, right upon the very spot he now sat. A rocky promontory covered over with naupaka grass, making it soft and cushiony. His pants were rolled up a bit and his feet dangled lazily in the cool emerald waters. "Penny for your thoughts," called the sweetness of a most familiar voice. "I was hoping you'd show up," Jack smiled, his gaze still fixed upon the placid surface of his beloved bay. "Oh you were, were you," Diane uttered softly, sitting herself next to Jack, her feet joining his in the carressing chill of the sparkling bay. "Yes," he whispered, the smile still very evident on his roughed face. "You look like the proverbial cat that's just ate the poor little mouse," Diane chuckled. Jack didn't answer. He just turned and faced his blue eyed beauty of a friend, arching his brows playfully, chuckling softly. "Oh go ahead and tell me what it is," she prodded. "You know you're dying to do just that." She tossed the flaxen strands of her silky hair back over her shoulder with a practiced ease. "Do you really wanna hear about it," he probed? "Yes Jack , I do, " she assured him. "Anything that can put such a radiant little smirk on the face of my best friend has got to be worth hearing about." "Hmmmm, I don't know about that," he laughed. "You may get a little jealous." Diane's expression tightened just a bit. "And what do you mean by that," she asked? Jack took a deep breath. "Well," he began. "I sorta had...ahhhh. How can I put this..." He frowned for the first time that day. Diane's brow furrowed as she looked at her friend. "Oh my god Jack. I know the look you have in your eyes. I've worn it myself." She took his face into her hand and guided his gaze to hers. "You've had an affair, haven't you?" "How'd you figure that?" he frowned again, his tightening jaw pulsing against her palm. "Oh god Jack," she repeated. "How could you?" she whispered, her blue eyes tearing. "What's the matter sweetheart?" he pursued. "I was only kidding when I said you'd be jealous. I didn't think you actually would be." "Oh don't be an ass Jack," she spat, letting go of his warm face. "I'm not jealous. I'm ...I'm disappointed." She folded her arms across her chest. Jack stared back out at the bay. "Well I didn't mean to disappoint you," he offered gently. "But being with Tera was incredible. A loving memory that I shall cherish as long as I live." "Is that her name," Diane asked? "Yes," he answered. "Sweetest Tera is her name." "Oh I think I'm gonna puke," Diane scuffed. "Don't be like that Di. The time I spent with her was and will always be very special to me. I need a friend right now, to discuss this with. Not some jealous person filled with feminine ego." "If you didn't mean so much to me Jack, I'd drown your ass right now." He looked at her, their eyes meeting and holding strong. Seconds ticked away, each unable to find any words for the other until Jack broke the hanging silence. "May I tell you about it," he asked? "I need to talk about it with someone. I'd really like it to be you." He held her cerulean gaze. "Oh alright," she relented. "But don't expect me to be thrilled about it." She unfolded her arms and relaxed a little. "But spare me the explicit details will ya." Jack smiled. "No explicits, I promise." "Good. Now just one more thing before you begin." "What," he asked? "What about Jan. Does she know?' "No," Jack shook his head. "She doesn't know." He paused for a moment. "And she'll never know." "Smart move," Diane injected. "She'd kill you if she ever found out." "Yeah..." Jack whispered, shaking his head. "Or she'd celebrate. She's still talking divorce you know." He waved his hand dismissively. "But enough about that. Do you wanna hear about Tera and I or not?" "Yes Jack. I want to hear. Tell me all about your illicit little fling." He shot her a serious glare. "It wasn't like that Di. What Tera and I shared was something I never thought I'd ever experience with anyone but Jan." "Oh really,' Diane quipped. "And what exactly did you experience, as you put it, with this Tera person?" "True love Di. That's what. A true and perfect love," he responded. "Oh, now I know I'm gonna puke." "Shut up and listen will ya," he pleaded. "Ok, I'll listen. Tell me all about it Jack." "Alright, I shall," he smiled, settling back, resting on his side facing Diane, the cool of the bay stretching beyond his dangling feet. He began his story. "I was down at Carlsmith Beach Park. You know, the beach that all the locals call Four-Miles." "I know the place," Diane assured him. "Anyway," he continued. "I was sitting atop the life guard stand. Which I always do early in the mornings before the real life guards go on duty." He winked at Diane and smiled. "All of a sudden I heard this soft voice call up to me..." . . . "Is it too early to go in swimming yet?" asked the soft lilting accent. Jack looked down from his lofty perch. "Excuse me?" he uttered, instantly stunned by the sheer beauty of the young woman who smiled up at him. Her eyes were so green that they took his breath away. The radio that hung on the lifeguard stand started playing Savage Garden's, Truly, Madly, Deeply. And at that moment Jack knew that the perfect creature that stood before him was someone very special. "Excuse me?" he uttered one more time, his lips trembling into a slow, full smile. "I asked if it would be okay to go in for a swim. Even if it is still so early and noone else seems to be here yet. But since you are here, the life guard, I figured the beach was opened." "Lifeguard..." Jack repeated, his voice barely audible. "Yes lifeguard," the young woman smiled. "And might I say, a very goodlooking one at that." She smiled demurely, taking Jack's breath away yet again. "You are very charming," he beamed. "And thank you, from the bottom of this old man's heart, for that compliment." "Oh I'm sure you aren't all that old. I'm twenty-two. How old are you?" she asked sweetly, walking around the front of the orange-piped stand. Jack looked down at her bikini-clad form and held on tight. The perfection of her body made him dizzy. "I, I'm a lot older than that," he finally managed. "Well," she offered. "However old you are, you still look young and handsome to me." He shook his head and gathered himself. "Are you flirting with me young lady?" he asked, unable to hide the smile that stretched across his tanned face. "Uh huh," she replied. "I surely am. But in a purely innocent kinda way." She chuckled softly. "I'm sorry," she offered. "I'm not usually this forward. But you have to understand. I've dreamt about this moment all my life." "What moment," Jack asked. Totally engrossed in anything this beautiful creature had to say. "This moment," she expressed, spreading her arms wide. "Being here, in Hawaii. And this day," she smiled, twirling around in a perfect circle. "It is absolutely gorgeous. The sun is so warm on my skin. The breeze so soft in my hair." She ran her fingers through the long silky strands of her honey colored hair, her sparkling green eyes cast upon Jack. "And you," she added. "Meeting you here on a secluded beach on such a day. A handsome Hawaiian lifeguard. It's all like a dream come true." "Well," Jack sighed, barely able to keep his seat. "You make it all sound so wonderful. And yes, the sun is warm and the breeze soft. But I am not Hawaiian, nor am I a lifeguard." He watched her closely, hoping upon hope that he had not disappointed her with his admission. "You aren't?" she asked, her expression turning somewhat confused. "But…" she offered, her words cut short by Jack. "I shouldn't be up here in the tower," he shrugged. "But I always avail myself of it's pleasing shade when I'm here in the early morning. And although I am tanned and local-looking, I'm not of Hawaiian ancestry." He descended the tower and stood face to face with the young beauty. "I hope that doesn't disappoint you too much," he smiled, taking her flawless face into the palm of his hand. She could feel the power of his hand even through the gentleness of his carressing fingers. She leaned into it, and closed her eyes, sighing as she felt the soft warmth of his lips on hers. "Oh god," she whispered as their lips parted. Her eyes opened slowly, looking directly into Jack's glistening fox-brown gaze. "I've never been kissed like that before," she breathed. "I'm sorry," Jack confided. "I shouldn't have done that." "Why?" she frowned. "It was wonderful." "Yes it was," he agreed. "But married men shouldn't be kissing beautiful young women in the early morning light of windswept beaches. "You're married?" she asked, taking a step back from the captivating man before her. "Yes," he repeated. "I'm married." "And you kissed me?" "Yes," he nodded slowly. "Why," she probed? "I don't know," Jack asnwered, his expression tightening. He shook his head, casting his gaze to the ground. His heart soared when she moved up close to him again and hugged him close, her gaze lifting his as she returned the passionate kiss. "My name is Tera," she spoke as their lips again parted, her fresh, sweet breath warm on his face. "I'm Jack," he replied. "And I have never been more pleased to make a person's acquaintance." He smiled slowly, loving the feel of her arms around his waist. "What happens now Jack," she pursued? "I don't think I can stop at just kissing you." "Nor I," he admitted. "But…" "No buts Jack," she hushed him. "Please don't let this dream end for me. I need this Jack." She looked up at him. "It isn't right, I know that. You being a married man and all. But it just feels so right, you know." "I know Tera," he nodded. "I know…" They stood together for several minutes, neither saying another word. Each thinking through what they knew was about to happen. "By the way, I'm from Monterey California," she whispered, breaking the echoing silence, her body still engulfed in Jack's strong arms. "Beg your pardon," Jack mumbled, his eyes cast on the ocean. "I'm from Monterey California," she repeated. "I've heard it's beautiful there," he smiled down at her. "It is. But not nearly as beautiful as Hawaii. Especially not at this moment." "Are we really gonna do this," he asked? "Do you want to," she posed? He held her even closer. "Yes, I do," he assured her. "As you said a moment ago. It all feels so right." She lay her head against his chest. He breathed her fragrance into himself, his eyes closing as he felt the warmth of her body cascade over his limbs, over his mind and thoughts. It took only a second longer to decide the fate of this day. "I know a place," he whispered. "A place I'd like to be with you." "Where," she asked? "Take me there Jack. I don't care where it is. Just take me there. Take me there now." Her eyes were so green, so perfect. Jack drew away from the embrace and took her by the hand. "I shall," he smiled, leading her back down the gravelled path toward the parking lot. She followed, her mind racing, her body warm with anticipation. How could she be doing this she thought to herself? I'm letting myself be led by a man I don't even know. She paused in her thoughts for a moment. But I do know him, don't I ? He is the dream I've had all my life. This whole morning has been that dream. My dream. The only dream I've ever truly wanted. And now it's so close. And I won't let it slip away unattained. She was resolute in her determination. She would have this man. If only for a moment in time. "Where are you taking me," she asked, her footsteps rapid as she tried to keep up with Jack's long strides. "Paradise," he smiled back at her. "Confident aren't we?" she snickered playfully, her heart fluttering. "Very," Jack said assuredly. "But this place I have in mind is actually paradise. It is a perfect spot I know on a quiet bay." "Is that where you'll make love to me," she asked? Jack reached for the passenger door of his car as answered. "That's where we'll make love to each other." He helped her in with a practiced grace, kissing her cheek before he closed the door. They drove the five miles in silence. Jack watched the road and Tera stared out at the glinting ocean that swept toward the bluest horizon she had ever seen. Jack pulled into a sandy parking spot, under a young banyan tree. "Reed's Bay," Jack spoke, his voice low and soft. "Is that what it's called," she inquired, her emerald gaze taking-in the majestic beauty of the little bay. "Yes," he nodded. "Come on, I want you to see that special spot I mentioned." "Okay," Tera agreed, following Jack as he strolled along the most perfect white sand beach she had ever layed her eyes on. He took her hand again and slowed his stride so she could walk beside him. He led her into a thicket of shore-pines, along a sandy path that meandered toward a promontory that stretched out into the bay, it's surface covered by a spongy grass that felt so good beneath her bare feet. "Is this the spot," she asked? "Yes," he replied. "It's beautiful," she gasped as the last of the shore-pine branches cleared away from her face, leaving an unobstructed view of the crystal bay, it's shimmering surface calling out softly to the senses. "Do you like it?" he asked, his strong arm snaking around her waist. "Oh Jack," she sighed. "It's even more beautiful then I'd imagined." She smiled up at him. "Can we sit together for a moment before we…" Jack put his fingertip to her lips. "Shhhh," he said soothingly. "Don't say it," he smiled gently. "Let's just let it happen." He kissed her softly, his hands exploring the curve of her back. They sat at the water's edge, their feet wading in the gentle touch of the cool bay. "I've never wanted anything as much as I want to be with you right now Jack," she offered sensually. "But I don't understand why." "I don't understand it myself," he assured her. "I just know that I need to be with you. As if it were destined almost." He chuckled. "Sheeeesh, that must sound like the oldest line in the book." She chuckled in return. "Yes it does Jack. But I think you may be right." "I'm always right babe," he winked, smiling that smile that had so quickly become her heart's desire… . . . "Well…that's it," Jack offered Diane. "Thanks for allowing me to share that with you," he smiled. "Oh don't you dare Jack," Diane fumed. "You tell me what happened next or I'll rip your face off!" "Ha ha ha," he laughed, trying in vain to keep her playfully grasping hands at bay. "Ok, ok, I'll tell you," he promised. "But I thought you didn't want to hear any of the explicit details?" "Well, I don't. Not every explicit detail," she chuckled. "Perhaps just the "R" rated version." "Are you sure?" he probed. "Oh just tell me Jack," she ordered. "Okay," he smiled. "Where should I start?" he teased, smiling at her without making eye contact. "Okay," he finally relented. "I kissed her as we sat at the water's edge," he began… . . . "Oh Jack you taste so good," Tera sighed, her lips touching his. They slid up along the naupaka grass and lay down next to each other, the heat of their bodies adding to the heat of the aging morning. Jack touched her with trembling fingers, the softness of her body thrilling him beyond comprehension. He kissed the soft of her belly, his fingers carressing her thighs. Their clothing removed in favor of bare skin. "Take me Jack," she called out softly. "I belong to you. Make me yours," she pleaded. Like the soothing shadow of a tree he rose above her and lowered himself onto the most exquisite human being he had ever seen. The feel of her wrapping around him made him sigh against the soft of her face. "Oh, Tera," he managed in a raspy gasp of pleasure. The sun heated their embrace as the sheen of passion covered their mingling bodies. Their moans rose into the trees and became the morning call of birds. The whole of the bay sighed with an ethereal resonance as, within it's boundaries, the truest of loves gave voice to the beauty that surrounded it. . . . "There Diane, are you happy now?" he asked jokingly. "You actually made love to her?" she probed, a tinge of remorse grasping her expression. "Yes," he affirmed. He leaned forward, looking at himself in the reflection of the water. "God help me, but it was the most glorious morning of my life." Diane ignored the statement. "So where is she now?" "Back in Monterey," he answered, still looking at himself in the glassy surface. "Is this now gonna become like a semi-annual pilgrimage she makes? Coming to paradise to be with her islandboy?" Her tone was just a bit to venemous. "Don't be like that Diane," he implored. "Tera gives me something I really need in my life." "I could have given you that had you asked," she assured him. "I know Diane," he replied, sitting up and wrapping his arms around his best friend, pulling her close. "And together we'd of been wonderful. But…" "But what Jack," she prodded. "But what?" "But…I don't know," he shook his head, kissing his friend on her forehead. "I just don't know." She snuggled close to him. "Do you love her?" Jack thought for a moment, Jan's face suddenly cascading into the mix. "Yes," he finally confided. "Which means I now love two women." He kissed her forehead again. "Three actually." "Oh you don't have to say that Jack. I'm okay with the fact that you don't love me that way." "Oh but I do sweetheart." He rubbed the warmth of his hand down over his face, taking a deep breath in the process. He shook his head slowly. "Do you think I'll ever figure out how to deal with all these mingled loyalties I've brought upon myself?" "Who knows," Diane answered. "But not to worry. One, or perhaps all three of us will probably kill you long before it becomes too much of a burden." She looked up at him and smiled, winking wickedly. "Ha ha ha…very funny. Stop kidding around sweetheart." "Who said I was kidding," she shot back, snuggling even closer to him, smiling contentedly as they enjoyed the beauty of the bay. The End Unpublished Works © 1998 GJB