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My Grown up Background
Maybe I am the eldest child in my family and my parents want me to set a good example to my sisters, so they are very strict to me. Now is much better. My friends always asked me how can I stand this, but the only answer I can give them is "I have already get used to it."

My parents are traditional Chinese......thats why they don't allow me to do everything I like. But HK is a city with mixed culture, so gradually my parents start to give me freedom. Also because of my character, I will strive everything I want step by step.

Friends <-- Click to read more.
Friends is one of the important elements in my life, I can't live without it.

I have friends from different countries. Rodanthi (Greece), Susanne (Germany), Uma (Denmark), Alanee (Maritius), Cornelia (Austria), Joyce (France), Adele (France), Samantha (N.Y., U.S.A.), Marie (G.A.,U.S.A), Tony (England), Natalie (England), Francesca (Italy), Laura (Italy), Alessandra (Switzerland), and Vajirapani (Sri Lanka), Piris (Norway), we correspond by postal mail, also some other e-mail penfriends, local friends (too many to quote out)......they all are my very best friend, we always share life to each others. I am lucky to have you guys as my friends, a big gift from God.

Rodanthi and Susanne, we started to write letters to each others since we were around 15 yrs old.

My Character
In my life, my school and my parents have a big influenced to my character.

To me, my dad is very powerful with great authourity, he always likes to shout at me, and I can't say anything against him, especially when I was chatting on the phone, so I have to tolerate him. In the past, its not easy, but now, when he shout at me, I will just ignore him, keep on doing my own things. (Maybe its a little bit impolite but this is the only thing I can do.) Its not easy to make me angry....maybe I will get angry if people are unreasonable, but mostly I just ignore them. But I will a bit more easy to angry with the one who I like because I care him.

My mum, she is a traditional Chinese woman, more open-minded and reasonable. She taught me lots of things since I was a kid, especially moral education.
Besides, I'm both passive and active, my character is quite extreme(that means can be very quiet but on the other hand can be very 'crazy' haha), flexible and not stable, it will change in any aspect. I am shy, impatient, implusive, curious, emotional, sensitive, adventurous, kind hearted :P, always can't make decisions, sort of easy affected by people, etc...... well, also because of my character, I can easily get along with all kinds of people.
Its difficult to tell you all in one time, know me longer and you will find out.

Things I Afraid
In my life, there are 4 things which I afraid most.

1, Take injection. I hate it. Everytime I have it I might cry :P (But what? I have my blood donation! I can't believe that I can do this!!)
2, Dark, home alone. I don't know why.
3, Insects!!! They are ugly...
4, My parents. I afraid I have said anything wrong and offend
these 2 important people in my life. Because I LOVE them!!!!!! (especially mum)

Besides these 4, I also afraid of other things (of course!). But, I won't tell you, because I afraid you guys will play tricks on me.

My Childhood
My childhood is not a happy one......because the relationship with my relatives and my parents. As you know I have 3 sisters. The way my parents teach us aren't the same. So I feel its unfair and I complained, what I got at the end is told off by them. They always compare me with my cousins, I hate this very much! What is the point?
I was a very, very.....naughty girl, a troublemaker, always give troubles to my parents. Because everytime I visited my cousins, we will play hide and seek, running round the house. I remembered one day I was at my aunt's home, my cousins and I jumped on her bed. From the T.V. there was a girl playing trampoline, so we followed her. Suddenly my head collided with the edge of the bed, and my parents sent me to the hospital. I have "visited" the hospital totally 5 times (not included my birth) I guess you know why! The last time I went to hospital, I was 18. Last time wasn't because I'm naughty, its because I was fainted while I was cycling.

Compare to the Winnie in childhood. I am totally different now. Although sometimes I was naughty, I am still a good girl!! hehe....

Where I want to finish my study and What I want to be when I grown up
I like to try lots of things. So its quite hard to tell......After I finished college, I want to study in LSE which is in U.K. take politician science, this is my dream, LSE is very difficult to enter, so I know my dream won't come true, nevermind. Actually I prefer to study in U.K., U.S. is good too, but U.K. is my first choice. Besides to be a politician, I want to be a lawyer, psychologist, piano teacher, teacher, or a job which I can do lots of travelling.

When I was a kid, I was very girlish (now, sometimes). I remember at that time, I thought "I want to be a good wife, a good mother, give the best to my family." Silly thoughts... but say the truth, it still doesn't change.

Cool Experienced!

I was a Summberbridge teacher in Spring, 1999. It was a real cool experience! I was so happy that I was chosen. Although the kids who I'm going to teach are just younger than me a few years, I still enjoy it! As I was a teacher, also a student, I realize the teachers' feeling if students don't pay attention in class, this really give the teachers a hard time.

What I regret in my life
Actually I have regretted lots of things which I have done and I haven't done in my life.

One which I still remember......At the end of Form 3 (Grade 9) I choose Chinese History instead of Art, well.....because my mum said Chinese History is more useful than Art....at first I was still struggling but lastly I was convinced by her. (The grade I have in Art is better than Chinese History, I got B in Art, C in Chinese History)-----I really regretted alot!

Most Stressful Time In Life!!

Of course is my HKCEE!! I never study so hard for an exam before, if not because the exam is so important, I won't study like this... I got pressure not only from sch but family, my parents like to compare me with my cousin. I really want them to stop it. If they continue like this, I can't imagine what will happen. But one thing, which I feel appreciate and impressive... is Terence! He always supports me. Everytime after a certain subject finished, he might calls me and asked how was my performance. Maybe that's one of the reasons I like him.

Yep, when having HKCEE, it was really stressful. Now, this has passed, what come next? I can tell you it's a even more terrible thing. A-LEVEL!!! I don't know how will I struggle during these 2 yrs, as it's terribly stressful. I afraid that after these 2 yrs time, finally I fail to enter any universities. In the past, I have so many dreams, hopes, but surely all won't come true. Because they are too difficult to achieve. I still remember how great I imagine if I study overseas, but now I know that I don't want this to happen on me. As I afraid being alone so much, without support is the most horrible thing in life!

Yep, I'm on diet. But I didn't do anything to make myself get slim. Just very little exercise which normally won't do any help. So, the main reason why I drop from 103lbs to 99lbs are worries, pressure. These make me no appetite to eat (well, just eat less than before a bit) Do, I need to say thanks to ALevel? ^^""