One of the things I've noticed about all satyrs is the tendency they have to follow the tenets of Pan. Again, this is not a question that can be easily answered by anyone. Thus, what I will do is relate my experiences, comparing them to the tenets of Pan, and let you draw your own conclusions.

First and formost is the concept of Satyristic Desires. If you've been reading these entries in order, you have probably already discovered what a strong role desire plays in my life. It is a well known fact that any creature of the Fae has a stronger sex drive than "normal" humans. Satyrs take this thought to the utmost. There's nothing that can be done about it. It just happens. It usually starts at birth (or at least, it did for me!)

Eventually, one discovers the joys of celebration! Oftentimes, this is mistaken as a desire for the drink. Eventually, one learns that it's not the drink (though that's not to be COMPLETELY shot down!), but the joy of feeling that feeling of everyone around you smiling. Yes, most satyrs I've met are empathic as well! Seems to be a natural side effect of feelings of universal connection that develop over time.

Which leads me to one of the strongest indicators of satyristic thoughts. I've met Pooka, Sidhe, and even an as-yet-unAwakened Troll. None of them have ever been able to _fully_ understand the sensation of connection that appears to be almost second nature to the Satyrs I've met. . .Awakened or not. It is one of the strongest indicators, IMHO, of satyrness there is.

Bear in mind, these are things that I've observed about myself and those around me. The true indicator of whether or not one is a Satyr comes from within oneself. If you are totally open and honest with yourself about who you are and how you feel, instead of trying to behave in a certain way because it sounds cool, you will find your path opening up before you. I know this. For many years, I held to the thought that I was something else. When my satyrness finally surfaced fully (ie, Pan himself said "Alright, enough is enough! Listen, Borach, . . ."), I realized how correct it was. I used to lament my "loss" of my old belief, but once I quit lying to myself and embraced my satyric nature for all that it meant, I found myself quite a bit happier!!

Truth to oneself and honoring oneself is the best advise anyone can take when starting a journey of self-discovery. Take what feels right. Just remember not to lie to yourself because you think that something sounds cool or because you think someone else would like for you to be that way! Be you. Whatever you or anyone else might think!

(And if you *DO* happen to be a satyr, and a female, and in my area, and not have a 6'5"/350lb/all muscle boyfriend named "Hans", gimme an email! )