Thoughts
Musings of an old man.
I think today of the happenings
of what seems like several life times ago and wonder about the happenings
then. I also consider what I see now in relation to what I saw then. The
media with their hype keep talking about the fast pace of life now and
the "simple" life then. Fast paced? Simple then?
I was a pilot, overseas shot down, a POW, back out and back to the U. S.
before I was 22 years old. Is that the simple slow paced life? I carried
water in a canteen treated with a chemical to make it potable and now the
"In thing" is to carry and drink bottled water. Is that much
better now than it was then? What kind of chemicals are in the bottled
water? The only people that I know that had it slow paced were those that
were killed. That was really slow I imagine. I have several medals and
have been called a hero. In truth, I was only trying to save my life. The
only heros that I know are the ones no longer here and the thousands of
permanently damaged ones! That includes the ones that were mentally damaged
for in general it does not show!
I was in Europe in the 60's and went to the military cemetary close to
where the invasion had ocurred. I stood and looked at the rows of white
crosses that stretched as far as one can see. I really believe that this
world would be a better place if ALL of the politicians had to go look
at that! Not only them but also the people that think the world owes them
a living! So be it!
I am not too sure that we have progressed very far in the things that really
matter. I surely do not have the answers to most of the questions that
I come up with but would like to put some up for examination by you.
I wonder why man is more cruel to his fellow man than most animals are?
Animals kill to eat and survive. They do not kill, rob, cheat and steal
for a "nickle" packet of a substance that will eventually kill
them.
Why is it that I cannot learn from the experiences of those that have gone
before me? I was and guess that I am one of those that have to experience
most things myself! I accept some things as being true without having to
go find out for myself, and then wonder why I set limitations on myself
by not accepting more. I have less materially now than I have had since
I was a teen ager and am probably happier than I have been in my life before
now.
I have come to realize that some of the things that happened then that
I thought were so terrible at the time have wound up to be some of the
best. Solitary gave me the time to think, become aware of who I was and
where I stood in relationship with my Higher Power! That
was a priceless gift!
I would like to conclude this with a poem
that I found that has better described my feelings about flying that I
ever possibly could!