It came to my attention recently that people were actually taking the time to read what it is I had to say for myself. This is one thing that I can say at the moment: I am a changing individual. Those of you who may have read the previous "Information About Faith" might recall that it included some information that even when I read it I couldn't agree with anymore. And honestly, 3 paragraphs relating to my family and friends?!??! Who besides them and me really care about stuff like that. The reason you're here is plain and simple. Now, I hate to point this out... but... it's ME. I'm the reason you're here, and the reason you're reading this. Thus, the info on here should, in theory, pertain to me. =)

Now, I don't know if you've ever sat down and just started writing about yourself. Contrary to popular belief, it's not actually a fun thing to do. I'd be more likely to sit down and write a novel about you than a silly web page about myself. But alas, as I am thing the I know the most about... this page will be about me.

Have you ever looked in the mirror and didn't like what you saw? Me too.
Have you ever looked in the mirror and thought "Damn, I'm looking good."? Me too.

Okay... this is really getting off to a bad start. Note: There very well may be some editing of this page that will go on.

How do I describe myself?

I'm a living oxymoron.

I love reading, but never read. I love knowledge but generally don't find anything interesting enough to really remember. I like to think of myself as easy going, but I get flared up at the simplest things. I'd like to think that I know what I should do most of the time, but experience proves I don't. I'm hard working, until I have to work. I hate procrastination, but do it anyway. I love being goofy, but really have no sense of humour. I like to think that I'm openminded, but in my head I condemn everyone who doesn't believe what I do. I'd like to think I'm a nice person, but I know that really I'm a bitch. I constantly strive for self improvement, but never change.

Well, I suppose that confessional time is over.

There's one thing that I can say about myself though: I love life. Living. I never want it to end. It's such a mystery. We are such a mystery.

I always wanted to be an insightful person. I wanted to be one of those people that everytime you talk to them you just feel like you walk away enlightened. I used to think I was a person like that. Whether the conversation was religion, or science, or just the weather. But then I started actually listening to people instead of talking to them... and I find that I truly know nothing compared to the vast amount of knowledge that is bottled up in everyone else.

I'm also a scared individual. I'm going through what I call me "pre-life" crisis right now. I would LOVE for someone to just point a finger at me and say "Faith, you will serve Whoppers to people for the rest of your life!" But, alas, this making up my mind for myself thing sucks. It has also come to my attention that I have the ability to do many things in my life, career related. That just poses an even bigger question: What do I want to do FIRST??!?! My goodness.

Well, I suppose, for now, this is good enough. I'm always open to receiving emails *hint hint* from people. Just send em to fejacobsen@yahoo.com