Next Bitch

they say real loneliness
is having no one to miss
well right now
that's the description I fit
and I'm sick of it

so I sit outside a lot
on that bench in front of Meagher
play my guitar
lots of people walk by
some smile
some wave
some say hi
but some people
on person
she's afraid
oh she is scared of me

boo!

alright bitch I see you walk right by
and I know you hear me playin'
and I know you know it's me
'cause I'm playin that Niel Young song
that you always asked me to play
hell I learned it just for you
just look at me that's all that I ask
acknowledge me acknowledge the past
acknowledge that I exist
becuase I'm startin to feel like I don't
oh you want me to feel like I dont exsit
you wish I didn't exist
well whatever fuck you
next bitch

all these starving people
wandering around
sometimes someone
gives a sidward-backward glance in my direction
so I told her
I live for art and beauty
she said hey I like pretty things too
that's why I like you
um that's not what I said
not what I ment
and to be honest
you lack substance
next bitch

I hate goin' to the club
I hate gettin dressed up
but I did once and I asked this girl to dance
she's not gonna dance with me
I'm not a D1 athlete
and I'm sure as hell not a boy
she's playin' the straight thing
hidin' in the closet
even though it's blatently obvious
everyone can tell honey
you can just stop pretending
awwa that's right I said it
because music isn't all I do
I can do other things too
and I wanna' do somethin' else tonight
maybe you

they say real lonliness
is having no one to miss
so you can keep right on walkin'
if all you're gonna' be is another next bitch