The Witch of Coos
I stayed the night for shelter
at a farm
Behind the mountain, with a
mother and son,
Two old-believers. They did
all the talking.
MOTHER. Folks think a witch
who has familiar spirits
She could call up to pass a
winter evening,
But won't, should be burned
at the stake or something.
Summoning spirits isn't "Button,
button,
Who's got the button," I would
have them know.
SON. Mother can make a
common table rear
And kick with two legs like
an army mule.
MOTHER. And when I've done
it, what good have I done?
Rather than tip a table for
you, let me
Tell you what Ralle the Sioux
Control once told me.
He said the dead had soul, but
when I asked him
How could that be--I thought
the dead were souls--
He broke my trance. Don't that
make you suspicious
That there's something the dead
are keeping back?
Yes, there's something the dead
are keeping back.
SON. You wouldn't want
to tell him what we have
Up attic, Mother?
MOTHER. Bones--a skeleton.
SON. But the headboard
of mother's bed is pushed
Against the attic door: the
door is nailed.
It's harmless. Mother hears
it in the night,
Halting perplexed behind the
barrier
Of door and headboard. Where
it wants to get
Is back into the cellar where
it came from.
MOTHER. We'll never let
them, will we, son? We'll never!
SON. It left the cellar
forty years ago
And carried itself like a pile
of dishes
Up one flight from the cellar
to the kitchen,
Another from the kitchen to
the bedroom,
Another from the bedroom to
the attic,
Right past both father and mother,
and neither stopped it.
Father had gone upstairs; mother
was downstairs.
I was a baby: I don't know where
I was.
MOTHER. The only fault
my husband found with me--
I went to sleep before I went
to bed,
Especially in winter when the
bed
Might just as well be ice and
the clothes snow.
The night the bones came up
the cellar stairs
Toffile had gone to bed alone
and left me,
But left an open door to cool
the room off
So as to sort of turn me out
of it.
I was just coming to myself
enough
To wonder where the cold was
coming from,
When I heard Toffile upstairs
in the bedroom
And thought I heard him downstairs
in the cellar.
The board we had laid down to
walk dry-shod on
When there was water in the
cellar in spring
Struck the hard cellar bottom.
And then someone
Began the stairs, two footsteps
for each step,
The way a man with one leg and
a crutch,
Or a little child, comes up.
It wasn't Toffile:
It wasn't anyone who could be
there.
The bulkhead double doors were
double-locked
And swollen tight and burried
under snow.
The cellar windows were banked
up with sawdust
And swollen tight and buried
under snow.
It was the bones. I knew them--and
good reason.
My first impulse was to get
the knob
And hold the door. But the bones
didn't try
The door; they halted helpless
on the landing,
Waiting for things to happen
in their favor.
The faintest restless rustling
ran all through them.
I never could have done the
thing I did
If the wish hadn't been too
strong in me
To see how they were mounted
for this walk.
I had a vision of them put together
Not like a man, but like a chandelier.
So suddenly I flung the door
wide on him.
A moment he stood balancing
with emotion,
And all but lost himself. (A
tongue of fire
Flashed out and licked along
his upper teeth.
Smoke rolled inside the sockets
of his eyes.)
Then he came at me with one
hand outstretched,
The way he did in life once;
but this time
I struck the hand off brittle
on the floor,
And fell back from him on the
floor myself.
The finger-pieces slid in all
directions.
(Where did I see one of those
pieces lately?
Hand me my button box--it must
be there.)
I sat up on the floor and shouted,
"Toffile,
It's coming up to you." It had
its choice
Of the door to the cellar or
the hall.
It took the hall door for the
novelty,
And set off briskly for so slow
a thing,
Still going every which way
in the joints, though,
So that it looked like lightening
or a scribble,
From the slap I had just now
given its hand.
I listened till it almost climbed
the stairs
From the hall to the only finished
bedroom,
Before I got up to do anything;
Then ran and shouted, "Shut
the bedroom door,
Toffile, for my sake!" "Company?"
he said,
"Don't make me get up; I'm too
warm in bed."
So lying forward weakly on the
handrail
I pushed muself upstairs, and
in the light
(The kitchen had been dark)
I had to own
I could see nothing. "Toffile,
I don't see it.
It's with us in the room, though.
It's the bones."
"What bones?" "The cellar bones--out
of the grave."
That made him throw his bare
legs out of bed
And sit up by me and take hold
of me.
I wanted to put out the light
and see
If I could see it, or else mow
the room,
With our arms at the level of
our knees,
And bring the chalk-pile down.
"I'll tell you what--
It's looking for another door
to try.
The uncommonly deep snow had
made him think
Of his old song, 'The Wild Colonial
Boy,'
He always used to sing along
the tote road.
He's after an open door to get
outdoors.
Let's trap him with an open
door up attic."
Toffile agreed to that, and
sure enough,
Almost the moment he was given
an opening,
The steps began to climb the
attic stairs.
I heard them. Toffile didn't
seem to hear them.
"Quick!" I slammed to the door
and held the knob.
"Toffile, get nails." I made
him nail the door shut
And push the headboard of the
bed against it.
Then we asked was there anything
Up attic we'd ever want again.
The attic was less to us than
the cellar.
If the bones liked the attic,
let them have it.
Let them stay in the attic.
When they sometimes
Come down the stairs at night
and stand perplexed
Behind the door and headboard
of the bed,
Brushing their chalky skull
with chalky finger,
With sounds like the dry rattling
of a shutter,
That's what I sit up in the
dark to say--
To no one anymore since Toffile
died.
Let them stay in the attic since
they went there.
I promised Toffile to be cruel
to them
For helping them be cruel once
to him.
SON. We think they had
a grave down in the cellar.
MOTHER. We know they had
a grave down in the cellar.
SON. We never could find
out whose bones they were.
MOTHER. Yes, we could too,
son. Tell the truth for once.
They were a man's his father
killed for me.
I mean a man he killed instead
of me.
The least I could do was help
dig their grave.
We were about it one night in
the cellar.
Son knows the story: but 'twas
not for him
To tell the truth, suppose the
time had come.
Son looks surprised to see me
end a lie
We'd kept up all these years
between ourselves
So as to have it ready for outsider.
But tonight I don't care enough
to lie--
I don't remember why I ever
cared.
Toffile, if he were here, I
don't believe
Could tell you why he
ever cared himself. . . . .
She hadn't found the finger-bone
she wanted
Among the buttons poured out
in her lap.
I verified the name next morning:
Toffile.
The rural letter box said Toffile
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