Dear Mama,
They say most tears are cried at a graveside and many years
after for things that were left unsaid. There are things I
would like you to know that I feel. Thank you for giving
me life and being my Mother. I know over the years I
havent made it easy on you a lot of times but you never
complained or gave up on me. Although you dont always
uderstand things I do or the way I feel about things you
respect my right to be myself and love me just the same.
You have never turned your back on me under any
circumstances. I honestly wish from the bottom of my heart
that your life had been easier over the years. You have
sure had your share of hard times and heartbreaks.
Throughout your life you have suffered years of undeserved
mental abuse from others. If I could take all of you're
unhappiness and carry the load myself I would do just that.
Throughout your hard times I have watched you and learned
many valuable lessons of life. You have been a great
teacher! Thank you for that little look that you always
have. You know, that unique little look of disgust and
disapproval! I used to hate it when you looked at me like
that. Now I would take any little look you want to give me
just to be able to see and touch you every day. Miles and
time have robbed us of so much. I would take any look you
want to give me to be with you. There is nothing about you
that I dont love. I hope that I leave this earth before
you do. I would love to be the one in Heaven looking over
you. Showering you with blessings from above. Sending
falling stars for you to wish upon filled with love, hope
and happiness. I would love to be your guardian angel in
Heaven as you have been mine on earth.
I love you
Mama.
Eileen