This story happened to an internet friend
of mine. He has fibromyalgia as well... You can visit his site
by checking out my 'links' page.
Angelic help
A few
months ago I had a singular experience.
I believe
angels helped me in a direct intervention.
After a long
miserable sleepless night I went to work and lived on the very
edge. Near the end of the day I was hurrying to finish my route
in time and didnt look very closely at an intersection.
I took a slight glance left, It is difficult to turn my head quickly,
it feels as if my brain is sloshing around inside my skull, then floored it to make
a left turn in front of a long line of oncoming cars. I continued
to look to the right at the traffic as I pulled out into the
road.
I was going maybe
twenty five or thirty mph when I heard a scream of terror. I just had time (with the
gas pedal floored) to look left and see her. A cyclist right
in front of my van maybe two feet away.
I knew
I Knew I was going to hit her.
I have been
a professional driver for sixteen years and have had many close
calls, many near accidents, (and a few fender bender
type accidents.) On three occasions I have hit deer and two or
three dogs and cats.
There is
a moment in the middle of an accident when you know its going
to happen and there isnt anything you can do about it.
This was that kind of situation. I instinctively closed
my eyes, with the van still floored NO TIME!!! and horribly anticipated
the THUD. THOMP!
There was
none!! There was no THUMP!! By now (milliseconds had passed)
I had my brake on and was sliding to a stop in the road. In the
most extreme fear and regret, an agony of guilt already gripping
me I jumped out of the van expecting to see a crumpled body on
the road. My heart was pounding, my breath coming in gasps of
terror.
Instead of
just one cyclist laid out on the road flattened by a 16,500-pound
truck there were three people there in the middle of the
street. Two men and the victim.
Agitated
and confused I ran up to these men, my mouth flapping open in
amazement.
"Its
OK", said
one of these men. "We saw the entire thing, you
didnt hit her, she is OK."
I babbled something about being so sorry, then stuttered, "Are
you sure? Is she really OK? I mean, I I I hit her
At least I should have Are you sure?" My mind couldnt accept that
she was unhurt, that she was, UNHIT.
The other
man was helping her up off of the roadway and sure
enough, SHE WAS OK. This young woman was apparently
mildly retarded and she simply got on her bike and rode
off. She wouldnt tell me her name or anything.
(She was extremely shook up.)
I was flabbergasted
I felt like yelling at her as she rode away to get back under
my truck where she belonged and start bleeding.
I knew
she should
have been under my tires and shredded. I knew, in the normal
course of events that I had hit her.
Or at least,
should have hit her.
I was still
sputtering to these two guys about how she just, "appeared
in front of me. Its my fault, etc." One of them held up a hand
to silence me, looked me straight in the eye and said, "YOU
have GOT to focus FOCUS man! You have GOT to focus."
Then both of
them turned and ran across the street toward a car dealership.
I remember they had blue mechanic coveralls on and I assumed
that they both worked there.
Physically
shaking with stress and relief I drove in to the Fedex station.
I was so worked up that I got on the radio and carried on and
on about this close call.
When I arrived
at the station my manager suggested that I call the police in
order to, cover
myself in case of a later lawsuit or hit and run complaint.
I called the
police, then called the car dealership to get the names of the
two witnesses. The person that I talked to at the
car dealer walked through the entire shop trying to find the
two people who saw this accident. No one there had seen anything.
I
believe these two men were Angels.
No other
explanation makes any sense at all. How
was it that I missed her?
How was it that they were already in the middle of a four-lane
road before I had even completely stopped my van? Why did this
man speak so forcefully to me, as if he knew I had
reason to be unfocused? "FOCUS man, focus "
I believe
they were waiting in the realm of the unseen and at the exact moment of the accident, they stepped
in and yanked her out of the way, then sent her and I on our
way. Someday in eternity I will thank these men,
these Angels.
This is the
difference. This This wonderful intervention
makes all the difference I need in my trouble now.
I know that
God doesnt always intervene. I know that many times the
accident happens. The sickness continues. The discouragement
and oppression goes on, and on, but all the same He intervenes.
Deep in the soul He intervenes. The Bible says
that "God
causes ALL things to work together for good to those who love
him and are called according to his purpose." This intervention occurs
on all levels all the time. We just dont see it.