Truth Lies Within
My Love
To Azrael:
To find the depth and meaning of true love you must
search deep inside
Taunting me with the lies you told.
Reflections of vengeance my eyes behold.
As I read the words you spoke in the past,
Words from a mold you previously cast.
"I love you" was all you needed to say,
Stalking my heart like I was your prey.
Deception foreshadows plans justified,
Reality is you just plain lied.
Friends to the end we did proclaim.
Thoughts of you will not be the same.
Feelings of hatred weigh on my mind,
Memories of betrayal are all I find.
Together was never further apart.
Looking inside, searching my heart,
Finding a way to see thru the lies.
No care anymore for "how's?" and "why's?".
Truth will prevail as I discover,
Your self-proclaimed love for another,
Is merely a way to heal the pain.
I realize now I loved you the same.
~~K꣣ê¥
To my best friends - Laurie and Sheila
Tears fall from my face as I whence out in pain
Stabbing like a knife, feeling alone and insane
Looking around the room grasping for a breathe
I find noone as I look into the eyes of death
What life holds for me, answers I try to find
I cannot see anything I feel as though I'm blind
Trying so hard not to fall in the hands of pity
The knife cuts deeper, losing my sanity
Falling to the floor giving in to despair
My fate is sealed, I no longer care
Rock bottom is a hard and lonely place to be
But every time I hit, a bright shining light I see
The answers come to me, they were not there before
Grabbing my hand you pull me up from the floor
The pain begins to subside, I am not alone
You open your hand and give me a stone
You were with me the whole time, body and soul
Consumed by the pain, my heart it stole
The pain I felt all the time secluded
Thoughts of emptiness, my mind polluted
~~K꣣ê¥
Like running thru a field
gazing into the sunset
running wild... running free
Like walking along the beach
waves rushing over your feet
your soul at peace... and free
Like the blood rushing thru your veins
your heart beating wildly
your body numb... and free
Like gazing at the stars
the moon softly glowing
your mind relaxed... and free
My love for you will always be.
~~K꣣ê¥
Paths I Travel
The road of life takes some twists and turns
A flame for you, my love, forever burns
What happened to the love we once shared
Feeling deep inside you never really cared
My heart in pieces, swimming in pain
My head is spinning, feeling insane
Without you, my darling, I have no soul
Without you, my body, cannot feel whole
Tell me where this road will lead
When it is your love that I need
Where am I going on this path I travel
Feeling alone, as the seams unravel
I do not know what tomarrow will bring
Hoping once again, my heart will sing
~~K꣣ê¥
My Heart, My Love, I Give To You
My heart overflows with love for you
A love so strong everlasting and true
Letting you go, tearing my soul in two
Desire and longing to see this one thru
Coarsing thru my veins, flaming hot
A love like ours, a dream we sought
Love conquers all, so we thought
One hard lesson we can all be taught
When a love so grand is truelly to be
A future with me you think you see
Undying love, for I set you free
I love you, my love, eternally
~~K꣣ê¥
Copyright ©2000 Kelley Fondrliak
Thunder Underground
Your thoughts are compromising
Self - centered, patronized
Your image supersedes your soul
You find me mystifying
Subhuman, so anoying
You can't have me under control
You think you live forever
You don't find that profound
You won't think, you're so clever
When you hear thunder underground, all right now
Your morbid fear of losing
Destroys the lives you're using
You only have one point of view
The stigma of delusion
Confirms your self illusion
And after all this could be you
When you hear thunder underground, here we go now
Could it be that I have found my mind or have I gone insane?
Roller coaster of the madness and there's only me to blame
The ever faithful hand of doom will take the pain away
I'll never know the answer to it all 'til my dying day
Your bullshit culture licking
Can't stop the deathwatch ticking
You're only mortal after all
Your appetite for power
Subverts your every hour
But every time the mighty fall
I Just Want You
Ozzy Osbourne
There are no unlockable Doors
There are no Unwinnable Wars
There are no unrightable wrongs or unsingable songs
There are no unbeatable Odds
There are no believable gods
There are no unnameable names shall I say it again, Yeah
There are no impossible dreams
There are no invisible seams
Each night when the day is thru, I don't ask much
I just want you
I just want you
There are no uncriminal crimes
There are no unrhymable rhymes
There are no identical twins or forgivable sins
There are no incurrable ills
There are no unkillable thrills
One thing and you know it's true, I don't ask much
I just want you
I just want you
I just want you
I just want you
I'm sick and tired of bein sick and tired
I used to go to bed so high and wired
YEAH... YEAH YEAH YEAH
I think I'll buy myself some plastic water
I guess I should have married Lennons daughter
YEAH... YEAH YEAH YEAH
There are no unachievable goals
There are nounsaveable souls
No legitimate Kings or Queens
Do you know what I mean? YEAH
There are no indisputable truths
And there ain't no fountain of youth
Each night when the day is thru, I don't ask much
I just want you
I just want you
I just want you
I just want you
I just want you
I just want you
YEAH YEAH YEAH
I just want you
I just want you
Hey YEAH
I just want you
YEAH YEAH YEAH
I just want you
Hey
I just want you
I just want you
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