| Depression (Cancer)
im so tired of breathing, but i'm so scared of death i can't handle the pressures involved with this shit. im dying in the silence that lives deep within as the madness inside me boils under my skin. i'm not suicidal, cause i am so afraid of death, but sometimes it feels like the only option left. and often, i wonder what it would really be like, cause i feel like death now, but im still alive. the depression is like cancer, it keeps eating away, it devours your life while you slowly decay. you appear to be normal from the outside, while the depression inside you eats you alive. i was born in this madness and coated with sin, to grow up one day, now look where i am. sadness and depression are all i have left, i experience them often, with every breath. i can feel myself dying with each breath i take, im just a couple breaths closer to my final escape. its the place that the living refer to as death, i can finally end this, just a couple more breaths. |