Some of my own thoughts at times . I have no idea where I found this one, but.. it sure is exactly what I had in mind . . Have you ever seen a desert? Have you seen the need for water it has? Have you seen sandstorms rising high up in the air.... changing the shape of everything??? Have you seen the oasis and the calm there is there? Have you noticed the flaming heat? Have you dreamed of this desert becoming Eden?? That's how my heart is.... The fact is that I have the moods of a desert at times.... I can offer life through my oasis of love, but I can also offer changes. Good or bad... I steam up so easily... and all that because I'm burning... You can't control a deserts mood how ever you wish you could... It's not something you can say... this is the time for this and that... no...the desert is unpredictable... and so is my heart... but there is only one thing that can never change... my love for love.. Alone we come into this world... the search of love is always cruel... until you find your lost twin soul... you ache, you long, you are alone... but when you do, when they unite, the pain is gone into the night... I found my love... it's there for me... waiting for the time to be...  I know of a pale star... a star I wish to give you... but I do not not dare... It's like a diamond for a delicate hand... that little pale star... I know of a pale star... a star that shines in heaven... it's begging me to give it to you tonight... It says that on your hand will have a better life... that little pale star... Have I told you about the way I look up on the skies at night?? The way those stars get together to form your name? The way they glow when they come together? The whole sky remains dark but your name is glowing proudly... Your name that I hear in every moment of my life... in the flowers... in the intoxicating perfumes... in the words of love I hear from couples... because that is your name... love... and it's spelled in a million colors... a million feelings... Your eyes... two flaming stars in the dark night... two fires that keep me warm when you look at me... your smile... the fountain of youth for my poor soul... for every time you smile I am reborn... yours tears of happiness... an inspiration for love... your love... life in flesh and blood in my life... and me... an unworthy recipient of those... When you look at me, the sunset in your eyes as fire... I burn in to your sight... I melt like a candle... The simple thought of your love for me rises me to heaven... And I am just someone who doesn't treat you right... But I will find a way to make all this better... I will change... I will improve... so you will know how much I love you... Flying among the stars on a summer night we see, that the reason that we fly is the love that we receive... honestly I say to thee I felt that love... it made me be... it made me think that I'm alive... the ruler of the world is me... allas... my wings of love were cut to pieces... I walk among the human species... and further more... I tend to crawl... just like a worm... on the ground, where I belong...