Hey pplz......hhmmm.....i was eral bored oen night...n i couldnt sleel......so i sat up in my room..and wrote a lil poem. Look.....its just a poem......aight? Its not like...i`m really depressed or somethin! Btw...this was written in august 2000. -Mark deSouza
				Dumped Feelings
					by Mark DeSouza
			I`m writing this poem trying to seize my boredom I cant sleep , even though its late wanna smack my head hard in with a plate I`m in my room , lying on my bed the music i`m listening to is gettin to my head what i`m writing , i dont know I feel loisy , i fell low I know i`m a looser , and i know i`m a jerk I know  i`m useless i belong in the dirt My lifes a disaster , nothing ever goes right what I need is a stab with a knife who would know if i were gone? looks like no one knows that i was born I live life as alone as can be if I werent around , no one would miss me but there would be a few , would have noticed those are the most special friends i possess Love never seeme to be succesful to me what i feel like doing , is break off my knee I wanna be as special as i can be Why doesnt anyone want me? Now its past midnight , and its pitch dark hey...did i tell you that my anmes MArk? I`m feeling better now , for writing this down I`ll go to bed now , I`m sure i`ll feel better in the morn I`m sleept , cant spare a yawn Iwanna know how to make a bomb wanna plant it somewhere in the school wanna assassinate that principle-o-mule Now remember , this is just a poem not something  expressing my hate for myself or depression neither is it a suicidal letter or something just a poem ....i wrote it just for fun!
	Personal note from the poet : Dis is one of my worst poems....seriously...i hate it....but cause its one of my poems...i jsut thought i`d put it on.