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this is a story from starwars...well..some sort love story and very touching...do read it
Tears of a Jedi

Poems

Dreams

I had a dream that will never come true
I dreamt you loved me the way I loved you
Moonlight mist fell over the land,
I looked at you and you took my hand
We walked thru the stars to the Milkyway
side by side, then you started to say,
Stay with me forever and I'll stay with you
And loving each other's the only thing we do.
Then I woke up and started to cry
Realising the whole thing was only a lie
I had a dream that will never come true
I dreamt you loved me the way I loved you.

The Curse of Love

The alarm rings and I miss you,
wish you were here, that I could kiss you
but life goes on, though I no longer live it
I still dream of the times, when you were still in it
and I whisper goodbye to an empty Room,
where the nights last too long, and dawn comes too soon
the day passes, as days always do,
with nothing to mark it, but my longing of you
I still feel hunger, but I can no longer eat,
and my body protests, that I no longer sleep,
the hours pass by, and I look at my phone,
I wish I could call you,
but I’m sure you’re not home
so I switch off the light, and I lie in my bed
you’re not in these sheets, but you smile in my head
I whisper your name, hear it echo away
that’s the curse of True Love, that it dies too, someday.

Loneliness

The day is cold, and dark and dreary;
It rains, and the wind is never weary;
The vine still clings to the mouldering wall,
But at every gust the dead leaves fall
And the day is dark and dreary.

My life is cold, and dark, and dreary;
It rains, and the wind is never weary;
My thoughts cling to the mouldering Past,
But the hopes of youth fall thick in the blast,
And the days are dark and dreary.

Be still, sad heart! and cease repining;
Behind the clouds is the sun still shining;
Thy fate is the common fate of all,
Into each life some rain must fall,
Some days must be dark and dreary.

men fear of more of loneliness then death

The Loner

from oceans apart
the waves carries my presents
at the troubled world
we are all laughed by the heavens
i seek not of love or devotion
i seek only nothing but of solitation
reality is nothing but an illusion
in my dreams is where my only...
sanctuary

When We Two Parted

When we two parted
In silence and tears,
Half broken-hearted
To sever for years,
Pale grew on my cheek and cold,
Colder then your kiss,
Truly that hour foretold
Sorrow to this.

The dew of the morning
Sunk chill on my brow
It felt like the warning
Of what I feel now.
Your vows are all broken,
And light is your fame
I hear your name spoken,
And share in its shame.

They said you before me,
A knell to my ear;
A tear comes over me
Why were you so dear?
They know not of I knew you,
Who knew you too well
Long, long shall I miss you,
Too deeply to tell.

In secret we met
In silence I grieve
That my heart could never forget,
The spirit deceive.
If I should meet you
After long years,
How should I greet you?
With silence and tears.

Missing You

lately i have desperately pondered,
spent my nights awake and i wondered
reason will not lead to solution,
why did i end up lost in confusion

How many dreams will end?
How long can i pretend?
How many times will love pass me by?
...until i find u again

u told me u're not worth it
u told me u don't deserve my love
i recalled the days we've been together
all the smiles and tears
wishing that they came back...
...with u by my side

it sounds crazy
it sounds mad
the days i missed u
the nights i think of u
left me all alone
in the dark all by my own
the road is long
the road is lonely
was it something i said?
was it something i did?
i will do anything...
...just for u to be by my side