The search

Every day I look for her,
And every day my mind is in a blur,
For I am confused by her absence,
Wondering if she will ever fill this blankness,
Inside of me , I long for monogamy,
To this woman, it is our destiny,
I know she is out there,
For life would not be fair,
If she did not exist,
Or was merely an intangible gift, a shadow in the mist,
Living only in my mind,
She is one of a kind,
Fated solely for me, and no other,
I search for the day I will discover,
This beautiful woman, who has a who has been sculpted in heaven,
Possessing a face that melts me within,
And a body redefining the standard of the goddess,
For I am being modest,
When I say she transcends believable beauty and God-given grace,
Often her lips I can taste, and this is why I search, this is why she will always have a spot in MY special place.