Submission

 

" Surrendering does not mean i give up my mind or my thoughts ... its  a path to broadening my horizons and opening my heart and my mind to a new way of life ... a life that encompasses all that is good and free me from the need to suppress the needs and desires that are so deeply seated in my soul ... "

 

... this is an excerpt from my thoughts on my submission by ME ... it is not intended in any way to influence or discourage  anyone to or from my chosen lifestyle ... it's Our choice ... it was written quite a few years ago ... however ... i still stand firm in the belief that my surrender is the way and path to new experiences that i know i can only learn and grow from ... lidia ...

 

 

 

i'm just a girl ... 


i might be a little concerned with my hair 
i might need comfort more than my share
i might seem to follow fashion 
but claim that i don't care
my heart is Your best friend when it rules my head
i might wanna talk a lot 
don't ask me why 
and i'll get impatient if You don't reply 
i might always search for something wrong 
i want You to deny
but if You love me just stay close
hold me when i cry

don't try to understand me
i'm just a girl
one of the greatest mysteries you'll find in this world
i'm not hard to handle 
i'm just a girl

i don't seek money but i want your time
'cuz i'd give my life for You when You are mine
and it hurts me more than i can say when You pull away 
but if you love me You should tell me every day
don't try to understand me 

i'm just a girl
one of the greatest mysteries you'll find in this world
i'm not hard to handle 
i'm just a girl

You might think i'm too demanding
but You're just not understanding 
i might like to take advice and go my own way
and its when i hurt the most i swear i'm ok 
but its always when You least expect i say i want to stay
it might just take a single kiss to steal my heart away 

i'm just a girl
one of the greatest mysteries you'll find in this world
You think i'm an X file
but i'm just a girl

 ... music and lyrics by Bachelor Girl ...

 

This is me ... the way i live .. the way i am ... The Emblem means a lot to me and i respect all it stands for and have for a long time now ... trust and surrender are as much a part of me as my eyes or my hands and even though i almost went crazy putting this design together  it has captured what i believe in and hold close to my heart always and the path i have chosen without regret or fear ... this tattoo became part of me on January 9th 2003 ...