Poems
The End of submission
giving up, giving in,
not even going to try and begin.
I've tried so hard to give You all that i can,
but You want it all, just like a Man.
what is it that You want me to do,
i have lived through all that You have put me through.
so from now on i'm not even going to try,
i'm just going to let my submission fade away and die.
by ~little whip~ Nov.6th, 98
c/t Master
sitting here thinking, wishing i had a c/t Master of my own
maybe then i wouldn't feel so all alone.
i would come in here and not just sit anyplace,
i would come in here and kneel before Him with a smile upon my face.
i would show my c/t Master my devotion
and serve Him with such grace,
that He would look for beauty no father than my face.
i look and search for this c/t Master,
yet i can't find Him anyplace.
so i guess i'll just sit here and wish.
by ~little whip~... Oct.17, 98
Life
life, why do you treat me the way you do?
when all i've ever done is try to be good to you.
you bring my hopes up and then let me down,
sometime you make me wish i was six feet underground.
i try as hard as i can to understand,
i guess for me though you have other plans.
so i'll go on living life as you hand it out,
because there is no reason to cry, scream, and shout.
And i'll be happy with all the you give,
because i realize now thats the only way to live.
by ~little whip~ Nov.5th, 98
The Bleeding Heart
darkness takes me over
tears fill my eyes
dreams, a faded memory
the heart begins to die
the never ending searching
for happiness, far away
the evil Master of Loneliness
how much longer will He stay
why was i given a heart
emptiness all it feels
yearning for a love
for something that is real
am i to live my life alone
is this what's meant to be
i beg You Master Loneliness
let me go, set me free
by harley Nov.10, 1998
Alone again
Alone again,
I've got lots of time.
Strugling again,
seeking out what it is I want to find.
Thinking again,
of the things that way heavy on my mind.
Sighing again,
because I too much time.
Where did I go wrong?
What can I say or do?
Watching the sky,
Thanking god that another day is through.
Maybe someday I will understand,
Why god put on the earth, this god foresaked land.
Until then I guess i'll go on,
And do what I always do.
And keep this life and do what I have to do.
by ~little whip~ Feb.1, 99
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