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I lay in the dark my mind floating high past all the stars in the sky far and away to another place where no one has ever been. I hear the whisper of desire come to me from the lips of the one I dream of I feel fingers on my hips a tugging at my lips A flame begins to build higher and hotter cared for with such skill. it's heat fills my heart my body my soul. Suddenly I am surrouned by a million bright sparks as I shatter across the sky to be gathered again in this spot that's filled with a cry from a heart that pulls me back to keep me hot ready and full of desire I see only the flame of love coming from all around it's echo the only sound that's sweeter then the call of doves I hold the dream close never to lose this place in a world made just for me and you. Sherrie 10/7/99 |
Red the color of the rage smashing into a face leaving only a trace of tears that only bring more pain Purple a color of a bruise deeper then the skin deeper then a soul The most shocking of sins a color that threatens the whole Black a color of darkness visible in all lights cannot be hidden for it's starkness can not be hidden even in the night Green a color of fading love that went wrong with a shout and a shove the break of a tooth an arm bringing tears of sorrow and a plea for forgiveness Yellow a faded memory of love and hate that destroys and takes all in it's path like a flood of rain that never heals the pain. Streaks of tears fall on deaf ears the rage too great the love too twisted to stop this color of pain Sherrie 2./99 |
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This story was written by my Father, Helmuth (Tom) Merkel in 1945 A man who spent his entire adult life serving this country in the US Army, where he served through thre It's early in the morning at the infiltration course at Ogbourne-St. George, an army training area in England, a cold morning in 1944. I am a 30 caliber machine gun bullet.Unlike the common "ball" or the rugged "armour-piercing", I have a light in mt tail to tell my gunner where me and my buddies go. I also let those nearby know we have passed safely by. I was made perfect in size and contour, but I am afraid that the charge behind me is too weak to propel me very far. My mission is to KILL. I am seated in my ammonition belt, the end of which is already in place on Gun # 3. In front of us I see nothing but the high sand dune about 100 yards away. What am I doing here? Am I to be used just for TEST fire, instead of fulfilling my mission to KILL? As I watch I see a long line of men suddenlt appear, as if rising out of the grond, They advance toward us, crawling--hugging the ground. Behind them more follow. My bely jerks many times, as those before me streak out over the heads of thoose advancing lines. Unmindful that my turn is coming soon, I watch the slowly advancing lines,and as individual men pass wire-encircled pits, charges explode within the pits, causing men to shirk away. Sunddenly, I realize that I am seated in the gun's chamber. Without warning, an explosion behind me sends me on my way, I reamember my mission--to KILL.The weak charge that was behind me, carries me a scant fifty yards, I nose down into the line of men. I crash through bone and abruptly stop. Nearby I hear a voice call out jokingly;"Come on, Kelly! I'll race you to those guns. "fatso." A Pause, "Hey Kelly?" The frantic voice calls. "Kelly?!!" "cease Fire!!!" I deas swirl. "Kelly?" that's Irish_American. A Good solid name!! Alas!My mission has been finished, but in shame. I, an american bullet have Killed as designed, But I have KILLED an American GI!!!!! (the "voice" is the writer. Kelly a dear friend, Killed by my weapon, in a training mission." May God forgive me) |
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Summer's heat has gone The world is new again. Rain drips on dry hard ground as I dance round and round. Roses scents the air As the bloom they final flair Of sweet colors Red, pink, white lavender all. A last shout announcing fall. I lay in the soft sun light Letting the cool air Fills my head Letting my dreams float On fluffy clouds of white. Soon the earth will be covered In soft blankets of white Log will sizzle and pop The flames red and hot As we cuddle before the blaze Letting desire carry us away. Too soon summer will return It's sun so hot It burns All under it's bright light Driving me in to another deep sleep Until fall comes again. Sherrie 10/10/00 |
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