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This Story
Truely Touched My Heart
Ugly
By Carl L.
Cooper
Everyone in
the apartment complex I lived in knew who Ugly was.
Ugly was the
resident tomcat. Ugly loved three things in this world:
fighting,
eating garbage, and shall we say, love.
The combination
of these things combined with a life spent outside had their effect on
Ugly.
To start with,
he had only one eye, and where the other should have
been was a
gaping hole. He was also missing his ear on the same side,
his left foot
appeared to have been badly broken at one time, and had
healed at
an unnatural angle, making him look like he was always turning the corner.
His tail had
long ago been lost, leaving only the smallest stub, which
he would constantly
jerk and twitch.
Ugly would
have been a dark gray tabby striped-type, except for the
sores covering
his head, neck, even his shoulders with thick, yellowing
scabs. Every
time someone saw Ugly there was the same reaction.
"That's one
UGLY cat!!"
All the children
were warned not to touch him, the adults threw rocks
at him, hosed
him down, squirted him when he tried to come in their
homes, or
shut his paws in the door when he would not leave.
Ugly always
had the same reaction. If you turned the hose on him, he
would stand
there, getting soaked until you gave up and quit. If you
threw things
at him, he would curl his lanky body around feet in forgiveness.
Whenever he
spied children, he would come running meowing frantically
and bump his
head against their hands, begging for their love. If you
ever picked
him up he would immediately begin suckling on your shirt, earrings, whatever
could find.
One day Ugly
shared his love with the neighbors huskies. They did not
respond kindly,
and Ugly was badly mauled. From my apartment I could
hear his screams,
and I tried to rush to his aid. By the time I got to
where he was
laying, it was apparent Ugly's sad life was almost at an end.
Ugly lay in
a wet circle, his back legs and lower back twisted grossly
out of shape,
a gaping tear in the white strip of fur that ran down his
front. As
I picked him up and tried to carry him home I could hear him
wheezing and
gasping, and could feel him struggling. I must be hurting
him terribly
I thought. Then I felt a familiar tugging, sucking sensation on my ear.
Ugly, in so
much pain, suffering and obviously dying was trying to
suckle my
ear. I pulled him closer to me, and he bumped the palm of my
hand with
his head, then he turned his one golden eye towards me, and I
could hear
the distinct sound of purring. Even in the greatest pain,
that ugly
battled-scarred cat was asking only for a little affection,
perhaps some
compassion.
At that moment
I thought Ugly was the most
beautiful,
loving creature I had ever seen. Never once did he try to
bite or scratch
me, or even try to get away from me, or struggle in any way.
Ugly just
looked up at me completely trusting in me to relieve his pain.
Ugly died
in my arms before I could get inside, but I sat and held him
for a long
time afterwards, thinking about how one scarred, deformed
little stray
could so alter my opinion about what it means to have true
pureness of
spirit, to love so totally and truly.
Ugly taught
me more
about giving
and compassion than a thousand books, lectures, or talk
show specials
ever could, and for that I will always be thank ful.
He had been
scarred on the outside, but I was scarred on the inside,
and it was
time for me to move on and learn to love truly and deeply.
To give my
total to those I cared for. Many people want to be richer,
more successful,
well liked, beautiful, but for me, I will always try to
be Ugly.
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