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Wednesday, May 7th, 2003 --

"Life Sux, and Always Will"

Let me first start off by saying, no longer will I ever tell someone else what I heard threw the "grapevine." From now on, I'm leaving that duty to themselves. Secondly, wheather you think so or not, life is not fair. It never will be, under any circumstance will it ever get any easier either. I let one to many things get to me, and I act cool and secluded from ever mentioning it. Why? Because it makes other people think I have nothing against them, and for the most part, that's true, but for some it's not.

Some people, who will remain, unnamed as always, get on my last nerve, and I just brush it off my shoulder. Isn't that bad for my health, probably, that's why I'm relieving myself in these new rants. I will be ranting and raving whenever I feel the need to.

I have never thought of pulling threw a suicide attempt, but sometimes I think about what drives a person to think about it. Money? Love life? Your own Job? Actually I've come to realize that all of those are factors, in a mast majority of many more. If I were a suicidal person, I'd mainly think of life in general (now you know where I got the title of my story), but what keeps me from ever planning an attempt? Think about it, one life, that's it. If your life sucks, so what, your not the only one, and you never will be.

I went threw my current 18 years of life without a broken bone (knock on wood), does that mean it'll never happen, nope, some might actually say a chipped tooth is close enough to being a broken bone, I have one, in fact I wouldn't be surprised if all my front teeth we're chipped in some shape or form. Do I care, somewhat, but why? They're chipped for a reason. I have five, count them, FIVE! Wisdom teeth that have to be removed, for many reasons, one they could push my other teeth back into being crooked. Two, because one of the teeth are dangerously close to a major "root" of some sort that could permanentally alter my face. If I'm in line, then it happened for a reason. Will I attempt to change it? Yeah, of course, but I scared s*itless because of it, why? My first operation.

I'm overweight, but losing, what am I or was in line for when I was obese (note, I might still be considered obese)? Diabetes, Major Heart Problems and possibly something cancerous. Scared, you bet your bottom dollar I am. Do I care, hell yes. That's why I'm losing weight.

I was put on this earth for a reason, to live. I had a bad time in school. I barely passed, but I graduated on time. I would change the past if I could see what I have become now 12 years ago, but there are somethings I'm thankful for.

Threw this rant, I have tried my best to describe anxiety, preasure and alot of other very stressful factors of my life so far. What am I going to do about it. Continue to brush it off and keep walking. It takes brave person to stand up for what he believes in, but it takes a true man to keep going when the going gets tough. I will continue to run my life the way I choose.

I hate most peoples personalities, but that's how they choose to run their lives, I will no longer warn them on where they'll be, unless I truely love them. I have a loving fiancee, a loving family, and a heart of gold (so I'm told), and I'm not letting any of that go to waste. Learn from my mistakes if your young enough to do so, but learn from my mistakes in both a good way, and a bad way. I have done many bad things in my life, but the way they seem to iron out in the end, I wouldn't change a thing.

Whatever is delt towards me, I will continue to live by, this is my life, my forever. The only person you will ever spend every waking and every sleeping moment with, is yourself, and I'm going to make the best of it.

Love and peace to everyone, this has been my FIRST! Of many rants to come.

Wednesday, May 14th, 2003 --

"Drugs are bad!"

First of all, don't judge me until you read this rant in it's entire. I'm 18 years old at the current moment, I work at a local law firm and I graduated High School last year (of course I could of done better). I have yet to attend college, I have yet to get my drivers license (all I need is time with the instructor) and I have yet begun to rant.

I have never done drugs, much to my knowledge I have not, and I will never. The closest I have to even touching any type of drug, is marijuana, and that was when my friend told me to reach out my hand and I will get a prize, or something like that, needless to say, he got it back. Now I know Alcohol is not considered a drug, but it's still something addictive, and yes I have drank alcohol before. The most I have consumed was half a Smirnoff, and that's only because I can't drink that much of that stuff. The most I've had from any type of alcohol was a slight buzz, and that was enough for me.

Call me a dork, call me a loser, do I care? Well if you read my first rant, you would know, no I do not care. I do care though about my friends and family (as corny as that sounds) and I will try my best to just let them know how I feel about the situation. I don't care for drugs, and many of it's users. I don't care for alcoholics, and many of it's users too. Now I do have friends, and some of them do this stuff, and as much as I don't like to support them, I will still be their friend regardless. That's no reason to not be a friend.

So why am I typing this? Because it's a friggen rant, that's why. With my website, I have the authority to voice my opinion within reason on my portion of the World Wide Web, and I'm posting this because I don't like druggies, stoners and potheads. The used, the wasted and the alcoholics. I don't like the results of taking most of those mind expanding and life threatening drugs. People who take the drugs at parties and other forms of entertainment, for fun? Are retarded! There are plenty of ways to have fun at a party then to get wasted. It makes me sick people smuggle these things into parties just to have some fun not only with themselves, but to others, and it sickens me how some people use these drugs and alcoholic beverages to take advantage of other people.

Yeah, your right, I have no real meaning in this message except for the fact I needed a rant to post, but let's look at the values of this rant. I've expressed my voice about something that is not only stupid, but illegal. So what if people think I'm a goody-goody for not doing this stuff, what have I've been saying, that's right boys and girls I don't care.

Let me take this time to say that the singing group "Drowning Pool" whose lead singer passed away sometime last year, really speak to me when they said "I don't care about anyone else but me, I don't care about anyone, or anything." I know I care about my friends, but that message pretty much only goes towards the people I don't care much for (duh!).

Now, here's the fun part. Celebrities and High Society alike. How do they do it? How do they make movie after movie, song after song, album after album, and keep themselves away from drugs? Easy, they don't. I don't really think any of the "teen idols" keep away from drugs. "Oh mommy, mommy, the new Britney Spears album is out." How does she hit the high note? Can't just be from the practice she had as a child. No I do not know for myself, but I am going to make the assumption right now, she's a smoker.

Mr. Matthew McConaughey, he's got to be a teen idol after starring in movies like "The Wedding Planner" and "How To Lose A Guy In 10 Days". But did you know he has a criminal record? Look for yourself: http://www.mugshots.net/matthew_mcconaughey/ what was he arrested for? He was found naked in his house in Austin, TX playing the bongos. What's so wrong about that? He was also in possession of marijuana and drug paraphernalia, for which he was arrested. The Police called him at his house after receiving a complaint about the noise.

No! NO! Not Mr. Saint Nick. Yes! It's true ladies and gentlemen. Tim Allen, Mr. Tool Time, Mr. Santa Clause, he has made many laugh and cry and yet he too has a criminal record. What did he do? Apparently, Michegan Police set up a trap to catch three men who we're suspected of delivering drugs. At Kalamazoo Airport, Allen (then called Timothy Allen Dick) and another man had arranged to meet the third man. However, the Police sprung the trap and arrested all three men on drug charges. More about it at: http://www.mugshots.net/tim_allen/

And there are celebrities and other idols that are also being arrested for numerous charges, most of which either contain guns, rape, alcohol and/or drugs. What do they get at most a day in jail and a hefty bail charge. Good Charlotte (I don't know if they do it or not) make a good point when they sang the lyrics: "Well did you know when you we're famous you could kill your wife, and there's no such thing as 25 to life. As long as you've got the cash, to pay for Cochran. And did you know if you we're caught and you we're smoking crack, McDonalds wouldn't even want to take it back, you could always just run for mayor, of D.C." Pretty much, celebrities or just someone famous could do something that us citizens of the United States could get in major trouble for, and get off scot-free just because they have enough money for bail.

It's a messed up society and yes I agree, while your on this planet, you should always try your best to do everything life has to offer before you make your walk to the pearly gates, but I for one, will not try drugs, and hopefully will not get carried away with alcohol. There are other ways to have fun.

Until something else pisses me off, this has been my second rant. PEACE!