1998 Readings*


Table of Contents*

The Annihilatory by Roger Davies
Program War by Kasara
DIG ROCK by Danzr von Thai
After Effects by Michelle D. Legare
Helen by Mick Cusimano
ONE DAY SOON by T. A. Hateley
In the Wake of Disappearing Sleep by Steven Adkins
"Good Evening, Pakistan" by Dave Benjamin
Song for a planet dead by Richard Kearns
THE NUMBERED MAN by Ken McAdams
NUCLEAR WARRIOR by Bear1Mage
Being (and doing) by Joan Sullivan
I Wanna Be by Doug Tanoury
Optimyth by Nitewrit
Cycle by Nitewrit
Too Close to Home by Nitewrit
Gathering by Nitewrit
Speaks for itself by David Barnes
11:59 pm December 31, 1999 by Carol Borzyskowski
SENSORIUM by Robert E. Kogan
WAR by Robert E. Kogan
State of the World by Robert E. Kogan
CHERNOBYL'S LEGACY by Gerald Bosacker
NEUTRON GAMES by Gerald Bosacker
REAGAN MEANS RAIN by Gerald Bosacker
WHEN by Gerald Bosacker
Inhumanity by Patricia Browning Campbell
Mushroom by Patricia Browning Campbell
honey roasted holocaust by Larry Jaffe
Erosion by Germain Droogenbroodt
On That Day by Chris Pastir
The Grove by Jerry H. Jenkins
Not so long ago by Jim Drew
CHILDHOOD FEARS by Susan Jefferys-Marsden
Nuclear Blast by Virginia J. Poli (aka: soft`rain)
"One More Day" by Ha-Vi Tran

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The Annihilatory

Let us profess: We hold the power which is the greatest fear, This profundity sprung from investigative malice; This comprehension which we now release Into the Universe from out its leaden chalice. We hold the planet Earth in this atomic gauntlet, Unable to release, not knowing how to hold. We are in frozen ecstasy, we are in fear, Yet leer in our salacious lectionary. The gauntlet, loose, tightens as others grasp the power, As they slip malignant fingers in these finger holds of fear, To reach beyond the reach of parables, of ancient doctrine, Clenching, to connect their all to discontinuity. WE are involved beyond involvement. WE are before this gauntlet, and within, and without. WE stand before us, shaking, gritting teeth In this horrific, grand, and grinding malocclusion: Let us pray, .... Roger Davies

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Program War

Monitor read out Tuesday Tuesday morning Situation Normal: December Situation Normal: Close of this decade Situation Normal: All Sectors identified A century passes Situation Normal: Monitor read out Alert Alert Seek code Code Search qualify immediately Code 1 Input Requirement: HRQ human response quotient request input request input Code 1: still seeking human response quotient failure to input failure to input Override indicated Override HRQ Code 1: Action Strike, Strike, Strike Monitor read out Result -- Code 1 Action: Victory Victory 2 Z factor remain 1 X factor remains Victory Victory 2 of us left only 1 of them Kasara

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DIG ROCK

I dug this old rock up in the garden the other day probably from an old wall it was large and flat and it had writing on it which read Mother Earth wants to know if a poet must cover himself with poetry on the steps of the public library and light the whole pile on fire to stop these nuclear test explosions deep in my heart Danzr von Thai

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After Effects

Softly falling to Earth the spirit searches for itself. Wondering amidst the rubble, it finds the remains of its former self floating by, its mind in the elements of time. Frantically it searches for a new way to exist when it realizes it’s not alone. Vapos of another “once-being” runs through its mind to find a sprite crying in the dust of life. It tries valiantly to communicate to the saddened sprite by speaking but no words come forth. Nothing is heard but the wailing wind as it tears the earth apart. Michelle D. Legare

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Helen

She had the face that launched 1000 nuclear warheads. World War III was fought over her. A hail of bombs and missiles and it was over in six minutes. She had been a fashion queen, Park Avenue's society child. She had come a long way from Pleasantville. For days she wandered in the rubble. Desolation and rubble were her only companions in the wilderness. Finally she spied a figure leaning against the pump of a bombed out gas station. It was Adam, her old high school boyfriend from Pleasantville. Radiation had turned him into a walking talking gargoyle. She thought he looked even worse than when he had zits. She had sworn years ago that she would never have anything to do with Adam again, not if he were the last man on earth. He was! Mick Cusimano

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"ONE DAY SOON"

Today I’m feeling moody and down ‘Cos the once blue/green seas have turned a filmy, murky brown. What do you feel or care? If the earth of trees, it’s bare. The world is overheated and the sun is hot About the future, you just forgot. Our rivers and oceans house no life, only a festered stink, Birds and animals, for them to breathe, you didn’t even think. Plastic items, [to save money] you didn’t keep, You only bought them on special, cheap. Away, you did throw Now, the trees, plants and grass won't grow. This world you took for granted, is years, millions old And you were careless, ruthless and bold. Your throw away style of life Has made it hard and full of strife. Now the earth’s dead, decaying and barren But you and your carelessness, aptly carry on Throwing your recyclables away Lucky if we survive another day. Your great-grand kids will never know How it felt to taste the fresh food, we could once grow In days long gone. Did you need it written in neon? Don’t worry about the destructive muck Why not pass the malignant buck You will say with a smile and no shame, "It’s the ozone layer, that’s to blame". T A Hateley

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In the Wake of Disappearing Sleep.

Abhorred and aborted consulates Dot the wretched bombed-out 'Scape their oils their lubrications Yellow their lucky-stars delirious Their lugubrious hindlegs broken Lives of luxury drawn inside their Walls guide us to the universal Quick-start it says: " el me gates" Steven Adkins

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"Good evening, Pakistan"

the keys are turned for the last time the button is pressed and released the unmanned fleets embrace the skies but feel animosity for their creators the creatures below consumed by greed and insecurity reluctantly halt their squabbling but it is too late the bombs do not even utter "goodbye" the rest of the world hasn't a chance Dave Benjamin

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Song for a planet dead.

No more days of heaven. We've traveled down them all. We've no more will to journey. Too tired of the fall. No more days of heaven. No sun to rise and fall. We have no need of sunshine. The darkness hides the all. No more days of heaven. We've spent them one and all. We grew them like a forest then chopped and watched them fall. No more days of heaven. The big and small both fall. We've sold the world to mammon. He bought us, one and all. No more days of heaven. We've buried each and all. We dressed them up as soldiers then shot and let them fall. No more days of heaven. We've let the atom fall. And for who live, life is death and death a gift to all. Richard Kearns

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THE NUMBERED MAN

He sat on the bench and fed the pigeons and gave me candy. He smiled but his eyes were overcast, clouded with reflections. Long curls fell about his cheeks. I saw the number. I thought he had a tattoo like Uncle Jack got in the Navy. I wanted to ask but Momma wouldn't let me. Momma said it was a bad thing and painful. I thought it must've hurt and wondered how they had done it. Once he said "Miriam" under his breath and the name sounded heavy. He looked at me and my heart beat fast and I was scared. His head shook and he gave me candy. He lived across the street from the park. I watched him from our livingroom window. Once when Momma was shopping I went and sat next to him on the bench. He gave me corn and I gave it to the birds. I looked at the number. He saw me look, I know he did. He looked at the number and looked the other way. He muttered "Miriam" like before. I wanted to ask but couldn't make myself so I said "Who is Miriam?" Ken McAdams

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NUCLEAR WARRIOR

A fearful peace brought he, this glowing entity Driven from the ground now he's heaven bound And he rides the skies in a silver bird of prey carrying him closer to our judgment day Never knowing were o